tell me that my life is free and boundless. and then im forced to stay between the lines

i have so many ideas flying through my head on what to post, what to say, how to convey myself in text that would be somewhat interesting. but i am always consumed by un-important shit like world of warcraft and ytmnd to even remember what it was i was going to say. 
constantly running on empty, hiding from myself, and ignoring the depressing reality.

freudian bullshit

Freudian Inventory Results

Oral (46%) you appear to have a good balance of independence and interdependence knowing when to accept help and when to do things on your own. Anal (20%) you appear to be overly lacking in self control and organization, and possibly have a compulsive need to defy authority. If you are too scatterbrained, you will not develop much as a person as you will habitually switch paths before you ever learn anything. Phallic (63%) you appear to have issues with controlling your sexual desires and possibly fidelity. Latency (56%) you appear to have a good balance of abstract knowledge seeking and practicality, dealing with real world responsibilities while still cultivating your abstract and creative faculties and interests. Genital (83%) you appear to have a progressive and openminded outlook on life unbeholden to regressive forces like traditional authority and convention.

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my sister is burning incense, playing really loud music, and has 5 friends over that all look like stoners.

my parents don't care.

set the house on fire? y/n

well ok

HAI DO YOU WANT TO KNOW ABOUT MY FEELINGS???

hi

i'm going to start this off like i do with all other potential relationships in my life... make myself look as bad as i possibly can and see if you're still there. if you are maybe i will have the courage to be real.